Thursday, 29 October 2009 | 3:21 pm
Yesterday:
Went out with mengwu, chen yong, yuhan and American .. Went chenyong hse in the moring then went to party world and all the songs they sang, i know how to sing :3 one of my dream is joining campus super star :D haha.. Came back home around 0630 yesterday. Quite happy. Chated with derek on msn in the evening. Recently, when he talks to me, feel lyk he wants to fight with me D: I asked him for some more ideas for fighting the harsh situation. He said 一哭, 二闹,三上吊.. kays, now im going to try for it. Starting from crying first .. Lol ..
Today:
If i will pass the exams for entering nanyang, today and tmr will be the last two days for me to stay in bishan park.. I am really sad, and during recess time, i cried .. Miss Teo was going to cry oso.. Daughter and farah were beside me.. I thought if i wont have anymore chances to sit besdie them in this canteen.. if i wont have anymore chances to sit on this bench.. if i wont have anymore chances to step into the hall.. if i wont have anymore chances to see him.. if i wont have anymore chances to laugh together with my 1e5 .. I rather die .. So i cried .. Guoqiang asked me wat happened, then he told the rest.. If im really going to leave.. i will miss every singel person in here.. and suffer a lot from the missing..
After we came back to sch from NYP, we sat at canteen, jingting and eunice saw him , they shouted Jelly Jelly.. heee, i just turned and saw him.. Since i said im giving up.. I dont have so much feelings for him.. but i really still like him..
Sch ended around 1230, went J8 with my sticky tape, met lynn and marcus there. Same as everyday we two did, walked walked walked dunno how many rounds in j8. Then went tomson plaza and played swing at the playground. Feel like i have a quite long time nvr played swing.. Long time nvr had that kind of peace in my heart.. Feeling the wind passing by and the leafs dropping down on me.. I want my life just like this easy, this simple, this comfortable and this peaceful.. Farah said ur parents always want to give u the best .. I said yea.. they are kinda of nice parents .. but they just do everything what they want to do and without asking abt my feelings.. My life should belong to me, but they decide everything for me.. even i dunno want , i dunno like, and they will say, what we do is always the correct and the best for u, just follow and shut up.. Ok, fine.. but this time i wont listen to u anymore.. hopefully i will fail the exams and stay in bishan park until i take my o level..
Abt u .. even though i decided to give up.. i still cannot move away my attentions from u.. today, when i think about if this is almost the last time for me to meet u .. how should i do .. feel like im going to die.. less breath .. mind is staying in the blank statue.. if i cannot see you anymore, whose smile will light up my heart whenever i feel depressed and hopeless.. if i cannot see you anymore, what is the hope that should i keep in my heart whenever i want to give up.. ur name, ur smile, ur every single action flash in my mind every second.. i dunno how will i live without meeting u anymore.. but if i stay here.. will there be any changes between us in the rest of years..? nah, shouldn't be any.. u might even wont care abt me until u leave here oso, u might even wont know there is a me love u a lot and a lot until u graduate .. pretty sad .. i have no words and no more ideas alr..
Farah, Jingting, Eunice my three best friends in e5, my mummy Cixin, my daddy Fongchong, my daughter Keepa, my son Justin, my grandpa Derek.. rachel, sarafina, nicole, huiting, francis, marcus, glenn, weiheng, seth, suresh, haochen and other classes, haoshuai, shiyi, jiaming, mengwu,dengwei, joshua, vanessa, marcus, claudia, jordan, xinyi, grisselda, nathanha, stefay, yenny, venny, veron, melissa, nicole, lynn, huiyi, zhining, huishan, clare, even dinglin, guoqiang, adam, ivan, dylan and hadassha, illy, jocelyn, xiuwen, xinni and my jelly and the blah blah blah blah blah and blah.. all of them are the reasons for me to stay in here.. even though there are a lot ppl hate me and many enemies i have.. but i still love bps a lot ..
If tmr is the last day for meeting they all in sch.. If time can stop at here.. I want to say, i love them, and i want to stay together with them forever ..
Labels: Sorrow around
Monday, 26 October 2009 | 8:54 pm
Today i posted on my class blog.. im getting lazier and lazier..
Class position 2, Over all level position is 2 also .. Choi on Choi on Choi on.. D: !! Ehhhh ...........
Kays nvm, i dont really care abt the marks and the positions..
Im so tired today, since Clare she is soooooo crazy about dancing the chicken dance with me -,- omg.. she really got so much energy and power ..
Today answered a call.. i dunno who is it, but they sound like derek and abbass .. SIAO AH!! one is son, one is father.. and ask me who are u, i said im ur mother -,- then he called me go die.. and the son was crying like siao =,= omg .. if i know tat these crazy person called me , i wont pick up the call at first ..
Haochen called me ask me abt wether i will stay in bishan park or not.. it's really a harsh question for me to answer.. and it made me very sad afterwards..
And , yea .. When i was writing the summary after the crazy chicken dance, i looked at your face and i told myself.. i want to give up.. im really tired by now, there are so many things need me to solve and ur the biggest problem in my heart.. I am keeping quiet and keeping the secret in me day in day out, i cannot stand in front of you and tell you how much i like you.. I want to hold on for your warm smile, but i really feel i am so stupid.. Coz they might not really for me.. In your eyes, the person you see, might be her but not me .. everything might just all casued by a mistake .. But i really cannot give up on you .. even though , im not the person in ur heart, ur mind and ur eyes, i will stay right here waiting for u to turn back.. Im not going to try anything much more, but just waiting .. this called hold on, rite .. When u get tired, dun always look forward and front, stand at there,take a rest, and look at the person beside you, i will be there waiting for you , and give you all of my love..
Class position 2, Over all level position is 2 also .. Choi on Choi on Choi on.. D: !! Ehhhh ...........
Kays nvm, i dont really care abt the marks and the positions..
Im so tired today, since Clare she is soooooo crazy about dancing the chicken dance with me -,- omg.. she really got so much energy and power ..
Today answered a call.. i dunno who is it, but they sound like derek and abbass .. SIAO AH!! one is son, one is father.. and ask me who are u, i said im ur mother -,- then he called me go die.. and the son was crying like siao =,= omg .. if i know tat these crazy person called me , i wont pick up the call at first ..
Haochen called me ask me abt wether i will stay in bishan park or not.. it's really a harsh question for me to answer.. and it made me very sad afterwards..
And , yea .. When i was writing the summary after the crazy chicken dance, i looked at your face and i told myself.. i want to give up.. im really tired by now, there are so many things need me to solve and ur the biggest problem in my heart.. I am keeping quiet and keeping the secret in me day in day out, i cannot stand in front of you and tell you how much i like you.. I want to hold on for your warm smile, but i really feel i am so stupid.. Coz they might not really for me.. In your eyes, the person you see, might be her but not me .. everything might just all casued by a mistake .. But i really cannot give up on you .. even though , im not the person in ur heart, ur mind and ur eyes, i will stay right here waiting for u to turn back.. Im not going to try anything much more, but just waiting .. this called hold on, rite .. When u get tired, dun always look forward and front, stand at there,take a rest, and look at the person beside you, i will be there waiting for you , and give you all of my love..
Labels: All abt u
Sunday, 25 October 2009 | 11:56 am
Yesterday went to marcus's hse for the 1E5 gathering. Me,farah,nicole,cixin,rachel,huiting,jingting and eunice were there.Boys were weiheng, kennth, daryl,nicholas, choi on, jung wong,hao chen, Dah Neh Dah Neh, haha :D
Me and nicole went to j8 then met the rest and came back to bubble tea shop. Went to his house around 0340. Then, we started a crazy day..
They spread water everywhere, make almost everyone gets wet -,- including me .. and weiheng, daryl, kennth , even huiting and rachel jumped into the swimming pool :D hahas, tat's cool..
We watched tv, played poker cards, and had bbq party. The most funny thing is, Euniphant fell down, the sound is pretty loud.. PANG !!!! marcus's hse shaking .. hahaha :D his hse is a mosquito garden -,- omg, my two legs are vry vry itchy sia -,- they bited me more than 20 times ... ehhh,, too suffered..
Veron and apple, Vanessa,marcus kum and jeremy, they came vry late. And coz veron kept asking who i lyk so i told her .. D: then she told me a lot of things , shhhh..
Ppl left his hse vry early and i was the last one, im sooooooooo touch as jingting mum bring jingting and rachel come and fetch me home.. T.T million billion thanks to auntie ,uncle and my zhongcai :D heeee..
I love 1e5 more and more, ppl said there is no streaming for us in sec 2... tat's a lucky thing, but i dunno wether i can enjoy the luck with u all or not.. heeee, just enjoy the left days, dun think too much.. or else i ll get vry vry sad ..
Tomorrow will stay in school and check exam papers again. Hope everything is going well and can see my 1e5 and all my babes tomorrow :D
Stop posting here, im vry lazy to type alr .. even long time nvr uploaded my class blog -,- ehhh.. and yea, i miss my jelly , haha ❤
Labels: Lovely days
Friday, 23 October 2009 | 7:26 pm
Reached school vry early today, then went down do the flag duty with my daughter-Keepa. After a while, Melissa, Jerron, Wino (i dunno how to spell her name,sry) and another councilor came down, they said today shld be their duty..But Wino doesn't really know how to raise up the flag, then i stayed at downstair, and helped her..So in the end, today's morning assembly got 6 ppl did the flag duty together at parade square, hahahaha,Such a big group :D
Then went back to hall, had sexuality talk for more than one hour again,Wenhao is such a lucky guy man .. hahahaha :D
Everything is going well, then we went Peranakan Museum, last time when i was in YPLS, i got went there before, but just walked around at the first level, then we left. This time is such a nice journey :D I lyk all the jewelry there, from diamond to jade, wow.. Damn nice sia .. The funeral oao vry interesting one, first time saw got tat kind of beautiful coffin -,-! In the room can hear ppl cried one, unfortunately, they speak malay D: Derek, haochen and francis kept scaring us .. lol.. That museum is such a nice place, hope can get chance to go again but with my dearest 1e5 :D
We took a lot of pics there, although they are not allow us to take, hahaha ^^ Derek wanted someone to eat me in the pic -,- but nobody wants to open their mouth and put infront of the camera, so in the end he opened his mouth.... the poor little me went in as his lunch..
After we came back sch, we filled up the wat wat wat wat forms.. lol! tat's a funny thing .. we all just any how wrote ppls' names.. But so many ppl worte my name.. WTH!! t1s even wrote my name on, guoqiang wrote Baibai..Dylan said he oso wrote down, omg! Hahahaha.. who the hell will know who is bai bai , although im tat famous :D
After sch, went j8 with farah, derek, francis. Abbass and denial oso followed..I told francis who is jelly, then he said he is wired -,- ! f .. last time eunice said he is not handsome, then i said i nvr said he is handsome, he is dam cute,, then my euniphant said, he is not cute oso..!!!!!cheh, wat ever!!! i feel ok wat, how ugly he is , i still lyk him , not ur problems hor!! haha,and yea, derek they are really gangsters sia -,- the poor deaf small guy..Abbass derek they all really buster sia.. even wanted to fight with tat little poor guy .. god blessed u small guy..then we went home after walked around at j8..
After reach the bus stop, derek asked me to talk to him and nicholas for a while at bubble tea shop.. i went there and we called marcus, asked him for discount.. hahaha.. he even didn't know we all were together.. Gangster derek asked me and nicholas online msn at 12am today.. omg, wth.. how can i survive later .. i ll get soooo sleepy -,- ..
Abt u. Yup, my mood is ok today, since he looked at me so many times. During the time we filled up the integrity, and the wat wat value thingy.. see i even dunno the title..heee.. maybe im so excited today, so i laughed a lot, and nvr cared abt him so much.. but im really happy tat he could look at me, then same as before, we two stared at each other and smiled. Does this called hold on ? coz i nvr gave up, and i nvr lost hope.. It's enough for me, since i can see his smile almost everyday and have eye contacts.. maybe it's just enough and im not greddy for anything more than this..But i just hope he can see me whenever i look at him, he can smile to me whenever i feel missing him, he can keep me and remember me in his heart whenever it is..
Abt the Harsh Decision.. as wat i said, something is fated in my life,dun care how i struggle and resist, i oso cannot change anything.. this time oso.. i need to take the exams and try my best to get the higher marks.. i cannot fail them since it's really expensive and my parents really expect a lot .. i dun want them get disappointed with me .. and i dun want them feel upset.. Then , when i care a lot for them, are they trying to care abt my feeling? are they really trying to understand me ? .. Do u know how much i love my 1e5 and bishan park and my friends here..? every time i see their faces, i felt sad as i think abt if this is the last time for me to see them.. How can i give up my dearest friends here.. i used to the way they call me white white and bai bai, i used to the way doggy call me daughter, i used to the way keepa call me mummy, i used to the way being justin's mum, i used to the way being sticky tape with farah,i used to the way to call isaac as cassi irrac, i used to the way to tell ppl i like jelly, i used to the way haochen and derek call me lJ, i used to the way to block my mouth and talk to daryl and listen to him said can i ask u a question, i used to the way to try very hard to listen to cixin when she talked vry soft, i used to the way to call nicole as cole cole, i used to the way to play with huiting's fringe,i used to the way to laugh play study together with my e5 and bpsians... do u even know these as ur my parents? so, since ur even not familiar to ur child.. then, wat can i do now? .. k , nvm, just let the time take over, and i just follow the time.. it's all the things i need to do by this moment..
Going to marcus hse tmr :D 1e5 bbq ! yooo..
Stop posting here and im going to miss u a lot ♥
Abt u. Yup, my mood is ok today, since he looked at me so many times. During the time we filled up the integrity, and the wat wat value thingy.. see i even dunno the title..heee.. maybe im so excited today, so i laughed a lot, and nvr cared abt him so much.. but im really happy tat he could look at me, then same as before, we two stared at each other and smiled. Does this called hold on ? coz i nvr gave up, and i nvr lost hope.. It's enough for me, since i can see his smile almost everyday and have eye contacts.. maybe it's just enough and im not greddy for anything more than this..But i just hope he can see me whenever i look at him, he can smile to me whenever i feel missing him, he can keep me and remember me in his heart whenever it is..
Abt the Harsh Decision.. as wat i said, something is fated in my life,dun care how i struggle and resist, i oso cannot change anything.. this time oso.. i need to take the exams and try my best to get the higher marks.. i cannot fail them since it's really expensive and my parents really expect a lot .. i dun want them get disappointed with me .. and i dun want them feel upset.. Then , when i care a lot for them, are they trying to care abt my feeling? are they really trying to understand me ? .. Do u know how much i love my 1e5 and bishan park and my friends here..? every time i see their faces, i felt sad as i think abt if this is the last time for me to see them.. How can i give up my dearest friends here.. i used to the way they call me white white and bai bai, i used to the way doggy call me daughter, i used to the way keepa call me mummy, i used to the way being justin's mum, i used to the way being sticky tape with farah,i used to the way to call isaac as cassi irrac, i used to the way to tell ppl i like jelly, i used to the way haochen and derek call me lJ, i used to the way to block my mouth and talk to daryl and listen to him said can i ask u a question, i used to the way to try very hard to listen to cixin when she talked vry soft, i used to the way to call nicole as cole cole, i used to the way to play with huiting's fringe,i used to the way to laugh play study together with my e5 and bpsians... do u even know these as ur my parents? so, since ur even not familiar to ur child.. then, wat can i do now? .. k , nvm, just let the time take over, and i just follow the time.. it's all the things i need to do by this moment..
Going to marcus hse tmr :D 1e5 bbq ! yooo..
Stop posting here and im going to miss u a lot ♥
Wednesday, 21 October 2009 | 5:26 pm
Got all results back today, same as wat others did, let me write down here
oso.EL= 34/50 :D CL= 67/70 :D power!
Math= 81/100 :D Sc= 67.5/100
Geo= 77/100 :D Hist= 49/60 :D
These are all about my results, watever, results are rubbish, so i dun
care about them.Just now jingting and eunice in my hse. They watched FuQiYouAnKang and post on their blogs. They scold a bitch wat i oso want to do, since i have helped them scold her twice alr, now i dun want to waste my energy any more.
After sch, me, farah, eunice and jingting went to j8, met a lot frens there.
I was a bit crazy as i'm happy today.
The dead sec 3 guys looked at me, they shld think i vry siao then laughed at me -,-lol.. since i did some stupid thing, i oso wanted laugh at myself = -=
btw, I HATE CHICKEN RICE :D hahaha ..
I nvr followed pond go toapayoh, his name is chanon now.. if im not wrong,
lol! feel vry sry, nah nah nah, forgive me pls..And sry to daryl for wat dinglin said to u. He is not purposly, and both me
and farah dunno he said tat to u, so, im sry. I have deleted the msg, so all of
us shld forget it . Thx.And i become poison ivy -,- lol!!! yesterday saw in afiq phone, then mdm kavitha oso called me lyk tat .. hahahaha! im poisonous, cool sia :D
Hold on hold on hold on.. i saw him many times today..once when i passed by tat class, it's all of a sudden,then he was just there stood in front of me.. we stared at each other, for those seconds,the whole world falled into silent..It's tat near,it's abt tat moment, i was shocked since he was just there.. heart missed beats and less breathed..i want to say my hello out, but i choked myself there..have no words and no ideas.. these days, ur everything in my mind, i almost can't stop thinking abt u.. im upset day in day out from the first time tat i told myself i lyk u and i luv u..i hate myself as i can't do well for the promise..i feel enough coz i suffered from this kinda of single love.. Im heartless and unmoved..i had no any feelings at tat time when u stood in front of me, even though i noe i lyk u a lot and a lot.. these thinkings flashed in mind within those second, then i made my way,i walked away... i felt sad when i walked away from ur side..i felt helpless whenever ur near to me and i cannot reach u..i told myself, it's something is fated in my life. Even if i struggle, i resist, i still wont change anything. On the bus oso, those looks and stares made me pretty sad..im not brave enough to say bye bye and wave at u.. every time is lyk this..im a idiot,a coward,a pessimist.. i find tat he smiled less than before.. and i have nvr heard his frends called his name whenever they saw me for ages..everything is changing with time, and i cannot change anything but just follow the time..
As wat ricky said, Forget a person tat u love, it's same as remember a person
which u nvr met before...Hold on for the smile, hold on for you.
Labels: All abt u
Sunday, 18 October 2009 | 4:37 pm
The pieces of my heart are missing u ..
Do u noe how much i nid u rite now..
thx for leaving me alone..
I MISS U , I LOVE U , I HATE U
since u walked away on tat day, i started to hate u
since the luv in my heart is more over the hate
i still cannot forget abt u n get u out of my mind
tears drop down lyk flood as i'm stupid and childish
how sheld i do with a luv lyk u
Labels: All abt u
Friday, 16 October 2009 | 5:32 pm
The moment when
i saw ur smile, i thought i was dreaming.. i dared to go and hoped can see u at
there, i know i'm so stupid and childish..coz there are don't noe how many
billion billion ppl in this world,how can the coincidence and luck just come
down on me.. but i just keep making wishes.. wish i can see ur warm smile at tat
moment.. Then, the magic trick happened..
My heart skipped a beat when my dream came ture.I wonder how nice today
is going to be.. he talked to me when ur behind him.. I dared to look at u
through him -,- i was trying so brave to smile out, but u seemed like not bother
to give any response.. u hate me .. rite .. why i feel lyk u hate a lot a lot
..
Since you walked away without any
words, since you even nvr turned back.. there is something lost in my heart.. I
felt sad and depressed.. tears were going to drop down..
I
said tat was the last time.. but i nvr done well on my promise... as i really
luv the smile a lot and a lot ..
Labels: All abt u
Wednesday, 14 October 2009 | 1:38 pm
Happy Badae To My Jiejie Grisseldaaaaa!! All the best and gd luck man!
Stay pretty and smile forever! loveeeee u ❤
Babe euniphant
Loveeeeee!!
Just come back home.. GEO IS EVIL, MATH IS SUX !
The whole day i was pretty sleepy.. since i was very moody yesterday as i have answered an evil call and receive an evil email from the hell....so i nvr slept last night -,- i played poker on my phone through the wholllllle night.. hahas .. that's why when today's math paper, i couldn't concentrate and my mind fly fly fly fly fly fly fly like a butterfly ..
After exam, we don't want to go home.. hang out with cixin and farah.. Bishan to Taopayoh, then came back to bishan again.. walk in j8 don't know how many rounds.. and we saw the evil dylan guoqiang and ivan..anytime meet them,i surely will hear the baibaibaibai..dam loud sia.. lol.. yesterday I have told derek, jingting farah cixin about my parents' damn decision..and I got a lot of a lot of a lot and a lot of evil idea to fight with the harsh suitation this time..farah and cixin are going to write something to someone, haha .. and derek is going to kill three person, but tat is only of our imagine..They said my frendship is like rubbish and no use one.. k , don't noe don't say.. this time i should let u know the powerful and awesome frendship i have..
Baby let's be evil!!!!!
HAHA !!
Why i always used evil to describe.. u got remember tat time mr poh told us , LIVE => EVIL
I chat with nicholas chan , we said sch is evil .. yeah , it is, but watever .. i don't care how evil it is,
I LOVE MY BISHAN PARK .. I LOVE MY 1E5 .. (⊙o⊙)!!!!!!!
I don't noe wat should i do by now,but i need to call someone tmr and fill up the evil thing since they are forcing me alot.. My life is not mine but urs. My fate is not mine by controled by u.. k nvm ..
I wont care a lot of things by now, results , study, exams.. evil ! sucks ! rubbish !
yea, they are .
MY 1E5 BEST FRENS LIST : (babes there is no any orders)
farah♥jingting♥euniphant♥cixin♥daryl♥derek
I die luv u all
although i hate exams and studying at all.. i still need to revise, and wish a gd luck to all of u
babes, see u all tmr .. FREEDOM IS COMING ... IS COMING SOON !!!
OUR EVIL LOOKSSS!!
I DIE LUV THIS EVIL GROUP
DEARS, THANK YOU FOR STANDING
BY MY SIDE ALL THE TIMESTHANK YOU FOR THE WONDERFUL AND
WARM FREIENDSHIP U ALL HAVE BROUGHT METHANK YOU FOR ALL OF
UR HELP AND LOVEU AND ME ,
TOGETHER FOREVERTO MY 1♥ 5♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥EVIL GROUP
Labels: Lovely days
Monday, 12 October 2009 | 6:25 pm
HISTORY SUCKSSSS!!
I did the paper until i want to vomit out .. Don't noe wat happened to the fucking weather, today was pretty hot during the exam time..and it was dam cold after i went home, i feel i'm having fever..
I met farah at bus stop today then we two went up to classroom together. Why everyone is so crazy today ..?! -,- exams make ppl crazy, we hate exams !!! i saw mr hello today, hahas !
heart talks..
Ist the time for me to give up? ist the time for me to lose my hopes? Everytime i try to get u out of my heart, ur warm smile come into my mind.. Its nt only for today, nt once, but twice or triple.. ur the thing tat bring me down.. all the reasons for me tat cannot concentrate on study,r al abt u.. this s the last time.. its.. i ll try to make it become the last time, but i cannot promise to myself.. yesterday was long ago as soon as it will be.. how should i do with a luv lyk u ..
Geography, fighting
I did the paper until i want to vomit out .. Don't noe wat happened to the fucking weather, today was pretty hot during the exam time..and it was dam cold after i went home, i feel i'm having fever..
I met farah at bus stop today then we two went up to classroom together. Why everyone is so crazy today ..?! -,- exams make ppl crazy, we hate exams !!! i saw mr hello today, hahas !
heart talks..
Ist the time for me to give up? ist the time for me to lose my hopes? Everytime i try to get u out of my heart, ur warm smile come into my mind.. Its nt only for today, nt once, but twice or triple.. ur the thing tat bring me down.. all the reasons for me tat cannot concentrate on study,r al abt u.. this s the last time.. its.. i ll try to make it become the last time, but i cannot promise to myself.. yesterday was long ago as soon as it will be.. how should i do with a luv lyk u ..
Geography, fighting
Labels: All abt u
Sunday, 11 October 2009 | 6:14 pm
Parents have just left this afternoon.Finally..yea..
I'm not heartless.. I love them a lot but i hate the way they love me ..
They decided all the things without asking for my ideas.. It's selfish and they always think they are correct , but they are wrong.
Because of their harsh decision, I fell in sadness within this weekends..
But luckly, it never affected my study although i don't want to study and revise at all.
I revised history, now have 1 more chapter left.. going to finish it ..
Wish everything is going well on me, and all the best for our exams.
And i love FARAH and JINGTING soooooooo much .. yup, best friends forever, for life, for centuries!
pretty sad by now, kinda of lonely and bored..
HISTROY FIGHTING !
I'm not heartless.. I love them a lot but i hate the way they love me ..
They decided all the things without asking for my ideas.. It's selfish and they always think they are correct , but they are wrong.
Because of their harsh decision, I fell in sadness within this weekends..
But luckly, it never affected my study although i don't want to study and revise at all.
I revised history, now have 1 more chapter left.. going to finish it ..
Wish everything is going well on me, and all the best for our exams.
And i love FARAH and JINGTING soooooooo much .. yup, best friends forever, for life, for centuries!
pretty sad by now, kinda of lonely and bored..
HISTROY FIGHTING !
Friday, 9 October 2009 | 6:31 pm
Today is quite nice. This was the last skul day before our exams. Yup, I love this day!
The suck teacher took over our english lesson, we wrote a informal letter to a korean fren.Jingting and me switched our paper with each other. She got lots of grammar mistakes there so i corrected for her. Her letter was in a formal format, so.. i wrote in pencil on her paper ' dear god.. omg, wat the hell are you writting? it should be in a informal format!' She got changed.. but i don't know what fucking eraser she had used.. nvr rubbed away the words properly.. The idiot teacher saw.. and she was angry, we gonna scolded.. I have nvr ever seen a teacher like this.. = -= ! She checked every single paper tat we handed in.. wow, she is powerful.. but we don't like her.. Derek wrote the address as BABAJI ROAD and Francis wrote SMCK AVENUE(smck=suck my cock).. u know 1E5 students are always being awesome.. yes, we are. After she released us, Nicholas chan and Derek shouted loudly along the corridor 'THE TEACHER IS SUCKS !! ' hahahas, all of us ran away in a great great speed then..
Today i really paid attention to the math lesson, yea, i have listened to all wat mr lim taught.He was extremely loud and clear today, i finally got once nvr felt sleepy in math lesson :] !
After skul, Jingting, Euniphant, Cixin, Sarafina, Huiting, Jieyi,Doggy, Darly and me went to J8 library.The Doggy is really really crazy .. He kept touching his personal part infornt of us.. u know what is it rite?Something tat Francis have wrote in his letter.. now u know it rite.. Don't pretend as so pure.. yea.. u should know where is it..eeeeeeeee.. His hobby is super special.. but we should forgive his desire, coz he is only a dog..
Something happened between jingting and eunice.. i don't know why and don't know what.. hope they will reconcile with each other soon :]
Sadly my Farah nvr went together with me today..Both of us don't bother to study recently.. All the things in our mind and our heart are abt hehe and haha.. jelly and juicy.. >.
Today is the day for studying.. yea.. I nvr think abt jelly and mr hello and those blah blah blah things.. hope my mind will freeze in this situation until the exams are over.. i don't want these thing disturb me any more.. yea..
Going out to eat in J8 again, but with my dearest grandma..
GOOD LUCK TO EVERYBODY !
I LOVE U ALL !!
EXAMS , FIGHTING !!!!!
Thursday, 8 October 2009 | 4:23 pm
Yea, today is pretty ok for me.
D&T lesson, haha :] Mr wong never came today. Most of us done the photo frame.Then me, jingting, farah, cixin, rachel, derek, marcus formed a little group.We all slept when others were doing work and we played truth or dare. Yup, i love this little group and i love my 1E5.
Today i dared to tell them who is jelly .. i'm so brave .. yea .. hahas >.< ! but afterward, during cdt, i heard enuiphant and jingting talked and they were trying so hard to find out the person.. See! i even told u the name, u still don't know who he is, so u force me to say out for wat ! .. lol ^^
I recoreded down some of the questions and my answers here.
Dare! Shout fuck you in canteen during recess.
Response:Sure, no problems.(u know this question sure created by derek.)
Truth! If all the guys in this world died, only 1e5 guys left, u must marry one of them, which one u choose?
Answer: Justin
Truth! If all the guys in this world died, only 1e5 guys left, and Justin is dead also, who will u choose? (this question is lame , yea, it is)
Answer: Suresh (i forgot seth - - ! if suresh is dead oso, i'm going to pick seth, hahas.)
Truth! Do u have a crush now?
Answer: Yes
Truth! Who is the person?
Answer: Jelly
Truth! Who is jelly?
Answer: #$%#$%^#$%^
HAHAHAHAHS.. Farah oso said she likes haha, marcus said a girl's name oso, reachel picked her man from the 2 choices we have given.. we forced jingting to shout pqlrl in canteen and asked derek to scream madly during recess time. Coz they don't want others think tat we are a group of idiot.. so we nvr did it .. but i really want to do leh .. hahahahas..
And abt the tag thingy.. who the hell u r ? it shouldn't be derek , yea, it shouldn't. he said wat the hell, i even don't know you have a blog! So ppl, don't missunderstanding us .. nothing happened between us..
I have finished drawing art for mengwu, hahahaha! only one math lesson, then i finished draw the bamboo he wanted, yup! i'm awesome !
And the blacky issac, i don't want to be so recist to you, but .. i really want to say I HATE U , I HATE U , I HATE U , I HATE U, I HATE U !! u r BLOODY HELL DAMN FUCKING IRRITAING MAN.. ! CAN U JUST SHUT UP BLACK MAN?! SHUT UP ! SHUT UP !! AH !!!!!!! I HATE U , I DIE HATE U !
Mother Tongue,Miss Li went true the chinese paper answers today, seems like i got all correct .. OH YEH! Hahas.. And this was the first time i laughed in mother tongue lesson .. - - !
I'm not really sure about the feeling to him .. But i tell so many ppl i like him i like him, yea, i'm crazy.. As wat u all said, i'm crazy ..
Going to concentrate on my history revision.. I don't like study and i'm not as hardworking as before.. such a sad thing.. 4days to my exams.. = = !! - - !! T.T !!
Should examination be abolished? The answer is YES YES YES YES ..!!
Since the dream cannot become the truth, i'm going to revise..
Yup.. JIAYOU JIA YOU JIAYOU !!
Labels: Lovely days
Monday, 5 October 2009 | 4:20 pm
English is difficult sia - - ! T.T ! >.< !
Today during the recess time, doggy used my phone sent I LOVE YOU to suresh .. omg - - ! i thought he was joking, then i checked my sent messages.. i saw the bloody bright i love you under suresh's name >.< ! i just shouted suresh !!... then everyone looked at me at tat time.. all of them start borrowing my phone .. and read all my msgs = = !!!wat the hell!! but susu was not in the classroom.. shit .. so i went out classroom, i turn the whole school up side down to find suresh - - !!! wat i saw it's only the blacky cassi irrac @.@ !! oooh, i remembered my doggy said ' FUCK YOU' to me today. hahas, i said fuck ur mother lah, fuck ur face lah, fuck ur whole family ah.. fuck me fuck me .. dreaming ..
And stupid Nicholas kept disturbing me .. i kicked him .. he said kick kick lah , u kick also not pain like massage like tat , u kick still cannot chage the fact .. it's .. u love suresh .. wat i said to break the embarrassing moment .. is .. fortunately, he sent the msg to suresh - - ! yea.. i cannot imagine if he sent to some else .. hahas ..
After exam, me and farah went to J8 eat .. very full =.= !! so we decided to walk to Guide House. hahas, before we went there. We saw daryl, cixin, kennth, the doggy, mira, francis, seth, lynn, melissa, zixuan and the blah blah blah and blah..
Guide house nvr opened on monday .. so going to there on Wednesday.. anyone still wants to buy cookies may come to me ^ ^ !
oh , and , i saw him today .. hor hor , ha ha , he he .. i am happy ..
going to revise for chinese and history.. lalalala !
❤ ❤ JELLY JELLY JELLY JELLY JELLY ❤ ❤
GD luck to all .. yup !!
CHINESE FIGHTING !!!!
Today during the recess time, doggy used my phone sent I LOVE YOU to suresh .. omg - - ! i thought he was joking, then i checked my sent messages.. i saw the bloody bright i love you under suresh's name >.< ! i just shouted suresh !!... then everyone looked at me at tat time.. all of them start borrowing my phone .. and read all my msgs = = !!!wat the hell!! but susu was not in the classroom.. shit .. so i went out classroom, i turn the whole school up side down to find suresh - - !!! wat i saw it's only the blacky cassi irrac @.@ !! oooh, i remembered my doggy said ' FUCK YOU' to me today. hahas, i said fuck ur mother lah, fuck ur face lah, fuck ur whole family ah.. fuck me fuck me .. dreaming ..
And stupid Nicholas kept disturbing me .. i kicked him .. he said kick kick lah , u kick also not pain like massage like tat , u kick still cannot chage the fact .. it's .. u love suresh .. wat i said to break the embarrassing moment .. is .. fortunately, he sent the msg to suresh - - ! yea.. i cannot imagine if he sent to some else .. hahas ..
After exam, me and farah went to J8 eat .. very full =.= !! so we decided to walk to Guide House. hahas, before we went there. We saw daryl, cixin, kennth, the doggy, mira, francis, seth, lynn, melissa, zixuan and the blah blah blah and blah..
Guide house nvr opened on monday .. so going to there on Wednesday.. anyone still wants to buy cookies may come to me ^ ^ !
oh , and , i saw him today .. hor hor , ha ha , he he .. i am happy ..
going to revise for chinese and history.. lalalala !
❤ ❤ JELLY JELLY JELLY JELLY JELLY ❤ ❤
GD luck to all .. yup !!
CHINESE FIGHTING !!!!
Sunday, 4 October 2009 | 4:44 pm
Tmr is my english paper. Yea, i felt a bit nervous, and i tried to focus on revising. I have a long time never concentrated on studying, i afraid i cannot do well tmr, but at least i'll try my best. Good luck to all, and God blessed. Parents arrived Singapore on Friday. This is the third time i saw them within this whole year. To others, maybe it's a extremely upset thing, but to me , i used to it already.
I felt sorry to mengwu, coz i never followed him on friday, i don't know what i was thinking, and why i think like that. But both farah and me felt that is the better and the smarter way for me to go.Although i told him, i was very busy and my grandma won't allow me go out.. i went to woodlands with farah and nur.And went home at 6 plus.. I was very very happy coz i saw elyena on tat day, hahas.. We are best fren last year, but we are far apart now as in different skuls..
I am sad coz i haven't finished doing the art thingy. I don't have enough time to do tat as i started to focus on my study. I still need to help him to draw and cut as i have promised i will do tat for him .. Xinyi said the purpose for me to come down to this world is helping others.. Emmmm.. K lol, friends, friendship.. I need to maintain the good friendship by helping all of them..
Tomorrow, tomorrow , tomorrow .. Exam..ah !!! eh !! eeeee!! But i can see someone tmr, hahahas.
Maybe revise some more later for english, or just relax and go skul tmr.
JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU !! all of us are the best , yup , we are.
❤jelly jelly jelly jelly , i love u more and more and more and more. hahahahas ❤
ENGLISH , FIGHTING !!!!!!
Ixora(my loving guide patrol)
♥ IVYLILUJIA