



Reached school vry early today, then went down do the flag duty with my daughter-Keepa. After a while, Melissa, Jerron, Wino (i dunno how to spell her name,sry) and another councilor came down, they said today shld be their duty..But Wino doesn't really know how to raise up the flag, then i stayed at downstair, and helped her..So in the end, today's morning assembly got 6 ppl did the flag duty together at parade square, hahahaha,Such a big group :D
Then went back to hall, had sexuality talk for more than one hour again,Wenhao is such a lucky guy man .. hahahaha :D
Everything is going well, then we went Peranakan Museum, last time when i was in YPLS, i got went there before, but just walked around at the first level, then we left. This time is such a nice journey :D I lyk all the jewelry there, from diamond to jade, wow.. Damn nice sia .. The funeral oao vry interesting one, first time saw got tat kind of beautiful coffin -,-! In the room can hear ppl cried one, unfortunately, they speak malay D: Derek, haochen and francis kept scaring us .. lol.. That museum is such a nice place, hope can get chance to go again but with my dearest 1e5 :D
We took a lot of pics there, although they are not allow us to take, hahaha ^^ Derek wanted someone to eat me in the pic -,- but nobody wants to open their mouth and put infront of the camera, so in the end he opened his mouth.... the poor little me went in as his lunch..
After we came back sch, we filled up the wat wat wat wat forms.. lol! tat's a funny thing .. we all just any how wrote ppls' names.. But so many ppl worte my name.. WTH!! t1s even wrote my name on, guoqiang wrote Baibai..Dylan said he oso wrote down, omg! Hahahaha.. who the hell will know who is bai bai , although im tat famous :D
After sch, went j8 with farah, derek, francis. Abbass and denial oso followed..I told francis who is jelly, then he said he is wired -,- ! f .. last time eunice said he is not handsome, then i said i nvr said he is handsome, he is dam cute,, then my euniphant said, he is not cute oso..!!!!!cheh, wat ever!!! i feel ok wat, how ugly he is , i still lyk him , not ur problems hor!! haha,and yea, derek they are really gangsters sia -,- the poor deaf small guy..Abbass derek they all really buster sia.. even wanted to fight with tat little poor guy .. god blessed u small guy..then we went home after walked around at j8..
After reach the bus stop, derek asked me to talk to him and nicholas for a while at bubble tea shop.. i went there and we called marcus, asked him for discount.. hahaha.. he even didn't know we all were together.. Gangster derek asked me and nicholas online msn at 12am today.. omg, wth.. how can i survive later .. i ll get soooo sleepy -,- ..
Abt u. Yup, my mood is ok today, since he looked at me so many times. During the time we filled up the integrity, and the wat wat value thingy.. see i even dunno the title..heee.. maybe im so excited today, so i laughed a lot, and nvr cared abt him so much.. but im really happy tat he could look at me, then same as before, we two stared at each other and smiled. Does this called hold on ? coz i nvr gave up, and i nvr lost hope.. It's enough for me, since i can see his smile almost everyday and have eye contacts.. maybe it's just enough and im not greddy for anything more than this..But i just hope he can see me whenever i look at him, he can smile to me whenever i feel missing him, he can keep me and remember me in his heart whenever it is..
Abt the Harsh Decision.. as wat i said, something is fated in my life,dun care how i struggle and resist, i oso cannot change anything.. this time oso.. i need to take the exams and try my best to get the higher marks.. i cannot fail them since it's really expensive and my parents really expect a lot .. i dun want them get disappointed with me .. and i dun want them feel upset.. Then , when i care a lot for them, are they trying to care abt my feeling? are they really trying to understand me ? .. Do u know how much i love my 1e5 and bishan park and my friends here..? every time i see their faces, i felt sad as i think abt if this is the last time for me to see them.. How can i give up my dearest friends here.. i used to the way they call me white white and bai bai, i used to the way doggy call me daughter, i used to the way keepa call me mummy, i used to the way being justin's mum, i used to the way being sticky tape with farah,i used to the way to call isaac as cassi irrac, i used to the way to tell ppl i like jelly, i used to the way haochen and derek call me lJ, i used to the way to block my mouth and talk to daryl and listen to him said can i ask u a question, i used to the way to try very hard to listen to cixin when she talked vry soft, i used to the way to call nicole as cole cole, i used to the way to play with huiting's fringe,i used to the way to laugh play study together with my e5 and bpsians... do u even know these as ur my parents? so, since ur even not familiar to ur child.. then, wat can i do now? .. k , nvm, just let the time take over, and i just follow the time.. it's all the things i need to do by this moment..
Going to marcus hse tmr :D 1e5 bbq ! yooo..
Stop posting here and im going to miss u a lot ♥



