Thursday, 28 January 2010 | 4:07 pm
Can panadol stop the pain inside my heart..?
Yesterday:
Media study teacher nvr came yesterday, borrowed laptop from library and prepared for the afternoon presentation. Math nvr got full mark for the last quiz, dont know wat happen to me.. careless, lazy, and not interested to study for all the subjects .. - - .. nvr listened history and geo lessons at all.. then today started to borrow here borrow there the notes teacher gave - - .. presentation was sibeh nervous.. nobody knows how poor i am, nobody knows how much i have suffer from these things ..
Today:
These days cannot live without panadol.. stomach cramp and headache are seriously killing me.. talk to yenny abt all the past few years during modular cca, quite sad and low, as wat i want to ask, can panadol stop the pain inside my heart? can any doctor help me let the hurt disappear in my heart..? none. love is all abt the passion on tat second, then distances and time take over, love starts to become tired and unreasonable.. i put my facebook status as ' tons of friends, but who is the one really care abt me? none.' soooo many ppl complain to me, how bad their life is, how much they hate their life, how their friends ignore them.. then, who should i complian to? who can listen to me and listen to alll my blah blah blah stories..? dont you all noe, imma even worse than you all..? .. dont think you are the most unfortunate one in this world, there are dont know how many billion times of ppl even much more sad than you, and imma one of them anyway.
Farah said today every time i talked to guoqiang , lyk we two fight with each other. yea, imma really quite angry, and i dont want he always keeps following us, dont want to listen to him talk to me abt how bad others are.. wtf, you think you vry gd meh? siao. The SJ oso, today u even want to ask my new york join ur group, is it? fuck ur backside. How many friends you want to snatch from me? hey, girl, dont always give me tat fucking face, dont always stare at me with those fucking looks, do you know you look lyk a funny witch? omg, fuck off. the more times i see you in a day, the faster i will die.
Yea, imma sibeh beisung. wat you want to do to me. wat you want me to do! the whole world leave me alone, then still ask me to have a grateful heart to everyone, the whole world throw me out, then still want me to be friendly to everybody. imma just a normal humanbeing, i oso can feel pain , feel sad, feel lonely, dont treat me lyk the toughest robot in the world. i have the same pumping heart as you all, think before you do those things to me, if you are me, can you bear with it, if you cannot, me too.
If time can go backward, i wont choose to come to this world. Byes.
Labels: Sorrow around
Friday, 22 January 2010 | 8:16 pm
Friday friday friday. my lovely weekedns finally come.
4 days nvr posted D: imma lazy, lazy for everything..
Yesterday,
Not too much things happened, the character eductaion is much more fun than history, feel lyk this year not liking history and not interested at allll. hcl is much more interesting than cl. SCIENCE ! wong wong wong, mdm wong couldn't find her MARKERS then started to search every single bag, poket and all our items. F sia. wasting time , then in the end, she oso nvr found anything wat! why must do this kind of rubbish things ahh! how much is a marker? no need to be this serious wat, and all the ppl in 2e4 are not interested in markers, especially ur markers. muahaha, then we learnt sexual reproduction. all the guys are super hyper sia, got soooo many questions to ask. muahaha, and imma soo sad abt there will be a quiz on this chapter next week. ehhh, i dont lyk bio.. oh oh oh.. stressed out.. modular cca was fine lah, at least better than last week liao. And yea, i was choosen as the person who in charge of the sec2 discovery week presentation. need to share the pics on slides with ppl next wednesday during assembly. my melissa was in band yesterday, so i almost done all the things alone and made quite many things by myself D: and oso become the sc admin assistant of the fire drill thing. >_< ! ah ha ah ha, recently imma quite busy with those works, and really vry tired le.
Today,
I LOVE THIS MORNING! COZ IT WAS RAINING! super happy becoz of the rain. the sky was keeping in dark until 10 plus :D hope everyday can rain lyk this sia. quite enjoy of geo lesson. math got full mark again XD ! imma awesome! imma the latest one went into the art room, went to print the tiger pics at the last minuet, and slidddeee into the room, the teachers even nvr realised, muahaha. everything was fine fine and fun fun until girl guide start. went home changed my cca tee with jingting. then after i back to sch, they told me cannot wear the black tee, must wear the polo tee, then i runnnnn back home change again.. - - ! super tired. guide start, imma in charge of cooking, run up to the f&n room , MY LEGS GOT MUSCLE CRAMPS FOR THE WHOLE AFTERNOON until now, still dam pain. Fucking pain sia , feel lyk i cannot survive alr. dying dying.. miss li said, imma going to grow taller, so that's why. yea, quite happy if i can grow taller, but it's really freaking, dam, fucking, super painfullllll.. >< ! when i was going up, my legs cramped, cannot walk and move, sat on the stairs, felt quite hopeless and lonely, lucky miss shanti was there, then rest for a while, continue do my works liao .. and today did the outdoor cooking, when they all palyed the game upstairs, i set up the fire alone.. at first did together with sarah, then later on dont know where did she go, so i fan, i put in woods and coals.. i did everything alone alone alone.. si beh hot, and kenna ignored by all again..
AND BITCH! imma not racist, but i really cannot bear with anymore, you think i turn the whole fucking wood box up side down to keep the fire lighting up is for you to play de? fuck your backside ah! you happy can liao, then we all no need to work, is it?! ppl no need to eat is it? i shout at you , you not happy is it? you think you scold me in indian i dont understand is it? ur asshole lah! stupid bitch, piss on you. i look at ur bloody face, i want to vomit alr sia, F F F offf, far far away, shooooo!
After cca went to j8 with NEW YORK and HAlim :D welcome my new york joiiiinnn her new cca, muahaha de XD! the song is for ppl to get married huh? hahaha.. i love new york and halim ttm!
Quite unlukcy today.. soooo many homework need to do some more and need to prepare for the presentation oso.. my another weekends destroy = = ...
Kay.. need to rest .. or else, imma seriously going to die.. bye ..
Labels: Sorrow around
Monday, 18 January 2010 | 6:38 pm
Hey and hey, hello and hello. IllJ post here XD muahaha.
Today, first period was pe. e4 and e3 girls supposed be having pe together. teacher group us according to the different colour faces stickers. me and sarafina, called it, smelly face. ah ha ah ha. i was having the red smelly face, and was in the same group with vennnnnny and huiting :D muahaha ! quite happy with my group. after done the warm up, we ran two rounds at the soccer field, eh eh eh, i want to say, HUIYI, u are super awesome sia !!! she was the first one reached and nvr stop running for even a second. follow by venny , then it's me and jingting. so long nvr exercise, two rounds only then giddy liao.. after ran, we played the dam heavy metal ball, omg - - the lose team would do pumping, we all scored the same, so all gotta do push up in the end.. >< ! sibeh tired sia..
Then recess, still with t1s. everyday guoqiang sits on the bench will say , oi farah, tonite come my hse leh, muahahaha. my poor farah. then she told me abt the under under *** thing.. muahaha.. i laugh to the max liao.. love her small little pink bag soo much, we two exchanged bag , then i lyk hyper active sia, wore the bag run here run there XD!
EL was quite fun , taught by mdm kavitha and mr wan. although zhenli was dam irritating, lesson was still going on vry well. the late comers should do the Hawaii dance sia, but they only talk talk and danced the twinkle twinkle little stare. me and farah found the guy , the name is lemon tea.. ah ha ah ha XD selected groups for doing the project works. me, jingting, sarafina, euniphant, huiting, nicole and rachel were in one group, and immmmma the leader. although someone feels vry behsung sia, i still dont care, yea, i dont care, i dont care, lalalala.
Math then, i think all of us should be quite ok and happy with mrs tan bah. last quiz was FULL MARK. yeahhhh XD nothing much abt math, then it's literature, sat at the last raw, cannot see anything sia - - .... blah blah... so poor thing.
Bio is ok, farah doesnt lyk the teacher, i think ok ok lah, at least better than the last year witch. did the experiment, the disgusting bitch kept coming to our table, oh, i hate it. we play play until the candle gotta the short circuit sound. scary sia.. haha. but i think our group work will get the best one bah, haha :D
CDT CDT CDT, rubbish cdt. aft tat, sat at canteen with venny, jingting, haoshuai, shiyi, xiaoyun. then derek come want to borrow my phone, i said no, then he said im ur grandfather eh, i said, so? then he slapped me. fucker sia. infront so many ppl slap my face. f u f u f u, the sound is seibeh loud and they all looked at me, then i slap him back , bastard, bastard bastard!!!! broke my happy mood!!
ok loh, everything is going well , tmr is half day, lalala. nothing to do again, should be rot at home again. kay, byes.
Today, first period was pe. e4 and e3 girls supposed be having pe together. teacher group us according to the different colour faces stickers. me and sarafina, called it, smelly face. ah ha ah ha. i was having the red smelly face, and was in the same group with vennnnnny and huiting :D muahaha ! quite happy with my group. after done the warm up, we ran two rounds at the soccer field, eh eh eh, i want to say, HUIYI, u are super awesome sia !!! she was the first one reached and nvr stop running for even a second. follow by venny , then it's me and jingting. so long nvr exercise, two rounds only then giddy liao.. after ran, we played the dam heavy metal ball, omg - - the lose team would do pumping, we all scored the same, so all gotta do push up in the end.. >< ! sibeh tired sia..
Then recess, still with t1s. everyday guoqiang sits on the bench will say , oi farah, tonite come my hse leh, muahahaha. my poor farah. then she told me abt the under under *** thing.. muahaha.. i laugh to the max liao.. love her small little pink bag soo much, we two exchanged bag , then i lyk hyper active sia, wore the bag run here run there XD!
EL was quite fun , taught by mdm kavitha and mr wan. although zhenli was dam irritating, lesson was still going on vry well. the late comers should do the Hawaii dance sia, but they only talk talk and danced the twinkle twinkle little stare. me and farah found the guy , the name is lemon tea.. ah ha ah ha XD selected groups for doing the project works. me, jingting, sarafina, euniphant, huiting, nicole and rachel were in one group, and immmmma the leader. although someone feels vry behsung sia, i still dont care, yea, i dont care, i dont care, lalalala.
Math then, i think all of us should be quite ok and happy with mrs tan bah. last quiz was FULL MARK. yeahhhh XD nothing much abt math, then it's literature, sat at the last raw, cannot see anything sia - - .... blah blah... so poor thing.
Bio is ok, farah doesnt lyk the teacher, i think ok ok lah, at least better than the last year witch. did the experiment, the disgusting bitch kept coming to our table, oh, i hate it. we play play until the candle gotta the short circuit sound. scary sia.. haha. but i think our group work will get the best one bah, haha :D
CDT CDT CDT, rubbish cdt. aft tat, sat at canteen with venny, jingting, haoshuai, shiyi, xiaoyun. then derek come want to borrow my phone, i said no, then he said im ur grandfather eh, i said, so? then he slapped me. fucker sia. infront so many ppl slap my face. f u f u f u, the sound is seibeh loud and they all looked at me, then i slap him back , bastard, bastard bastard!!!! broke my happy mood!!
ok loh, everything is going well , tmr is half day, lalala. nothing to do again, should be rot at home again. kay, byes.
Thursday, 14 January 2010 | 5:49 pm
sch life :)
Second post of 2010 , second week after sch reopened. Everything is so far so good, since so many people are used to ask me like this, i also answer like this, hee :) my mood is very good recently, not for much reasons, i just feel that there is more peace and comfort inside my heart >< !
Last week was super tired coz of the cca orientation, but it was still quite fine lah. Got went out with venny, jingting, benedict and james, recently always with farah and xinyi. almost all the recess are with t1s and there are not so much things happen to me these days.
Luckily not transferring any more. but feel lyk im being ignored by ppl always -'- and yea , forgot to say, thx farah, jingting, venny, lynn, daryl, marcus for buying me the birthday present XD! thx a lot loves. about someone - - yea.. as what you see, im still showing out im interested in, but all the feelings and emotions i showed out, are all for fun.. i really have no more feelings but just want to make jokes and entertain somehow.. imma kinda bored, so, that's why.
Just finish doing the math hw. mrs tan is kinda ok lah, looks vry strict, but nvr. feel lyk this kind of english lessons are useless.. and hope higher chinese wont be that boring .. i think there must be something wrong with geography teacher's mind - - ! oh, sir ! unfortunately me, farah,keepa sit in the first row... omg omg omg - - he got a ... perverted and horrible habit sia ...and so sad, mr poh no longer in bps D: these are all my complaints abt. and today i said, i was quite angry with the bitch.. i hate your disgusting voice and all your stupid actions.. hate her, hate modular cca.. but feel my art talent is growing .. muhaha..
Tmr will have sc meeting in the morning, so lazy to go.. me , seth and melissa should be the only sc who always no tie one deh, ah ha ah ha.. last day of the week, weekends are coming. yooo!
Love sch. Love my crazy 2E4. Byes.
and yea, this one i took in science lab, the index number stickers,
1314 ah ha ah ha , in chinese means 一生一世, wow wow. vry nice i lyk !
Labels: Lovely days
Sunday, 3 January 2010 | 7:25 pm
not going to transfer. yeah. c u all tmr.
happy the 15th birthday to me.
byes.
happy the 15th birthday to me.
byes.
♥ IVYLILUJIA