Thursday, 25 February 2010 | 7:16 pm
Finally common test is finished. Yay!! only have science left, yes. finnaly can rest, haha. but sadly falling in sick.. fever, flu, headache, everyday wants to vomit. omg. really cannot take it alr le. skipping sch and guides tmr. going back hongkong on 14 mar :D shalala, this is the only thing tat i expect on by now.
Feel lyk dun want to go sch. haha, farah said lets hunting boys on monday and find a crush for me. lol XD lets see who is single and available :3 haha ! jk jk (:
Grandma's birthday today. went j8 with farah and bought presents and cake for her. haha, she is happy (: yaa, happy birthday to my dearest grandma. stay beautiful, happy and young!
Mood is always ok recently, but really stressed and restless. super tired among these days. yaa, i need to rest and recover.
post until here. go play game lar/ bye bye bye bye (:
Sunday, 21 February 2010 | 3:21 pm
Tag reply,
to NickC. i act cute is my problem, i pretty or not is oso my probelm, look into mirror before u come and insult others. wether im ugly or wat, im happy, im fine wif my looking is enough le, if i dirty ur eyes, i make u feel disgusting, u just fuck off, stay away from me, dun come to my blog and spam all those rubbish. u think u vry gd? all the spamers are suckers. asshole urself, fuck urself, fuck off far far away. cockeye, bastard!
To Lynn, thx meimei, gd luck for ur ct oso. jiayous. i stand by you always.
to Passer-by: life is all abt the different sorrows. day in day out is all around those unhappiness. tears are always more than the smiles, happiness is always much less than the tragedy... yaa, we are just emo kids...
to Bird: thx for the late wishes and its not too late anyway (: friends forever. jiayous.
to Philbert, cixin, daryl: thx for the chinese new year and valentines day wishes. same to you all although its tooo late. haha(:
to ALLLL! good luck for our common test! jiayou.
to VENNY ANGELA, love happy 16th birthday. always feel we are apart recently, but i still treat u as one of my best friends. u are always the one talk to me whenever im tired and depressed. just one year older than me but u are lyk a great sister to me. thx for all the cheers and happiness u brought to me. happy birthday! stay pretty, smile always. france and italy to you.
Days,
Tired, tired, tired. Stressed stressed stressed. so many activities, so many events around these days. common test revision, girl guides world thinking day performance, geo projects, icast speech and filming.. blah blah blah .. they are seriously killing me.. mood is always down, sometimes behaved crazy.. and headache always.. ppl gossip on me, spam me, scold me.. yaaa, i know you all hate me, nvm , its fine, i love myself, enough le. turn the whole world upside down, finally i realise im the one which is the most irritating among the friends. fine nah fine nah. i used to be alone, so no need to be friends wif me lar. im happy in my own world. all apart apart apart ..!!
whole body pain coz of the napha and the world thinking day training.. cheered up, studying and concentrating on revision.. yaa.. jiayou jiayou ..
i miss all my previous time friends, missed all the happiness, the touch stories they brought me.. miss the time they cheer me up, they warm my heart.. i said i miss you all.. can see? can hear? .. my love will always be here only for you all. the 67+1..
she said, if one person being alone and lonely for so long , it will become a habit, and yaa, im having this habit .. now i know why they used to say, they pity me a lot ..
to NickC. i act cute is my problem, i pretty or not is oso my probelm, look into mirror before u come and insult others. wether im ugly or wat, im happy, im fine wif my looking is enough le, if i dirty ur eyes, i make u feel disgusting, u just fuck off, stay away from me, dun come to my blog and spam all those rubbish. u think u vry gd? all the spamers are suckers. asshole urself, fuck urself, fuck off far far away. cockeye, bastard!
To Lynn, thx meimei, gd luck for ur ct oso. jiayous. i stand by you always.
to Passer-by: life is all abt the different sorrows. day in day out is all around those unhappiness. tears are always more than the smiles, happiness is always much less than the tragedy... yaa, we are just emo kids...
to Bird: thx for the late wishes and its not too late anyway (: friends forever. jiayous.
to Philbert, cixin, daryl: thx for the chinese new year and valentines day wishes. same to you all although its tooo late. haha(:
to ALLLL! good luck for our common test! jiayou.
to VENNY ANGELA, love happy 16th birthday. always feel we are apart recently, but i still treat u as one of my best friends. u are always the one talk to me whenever im tired and depressed. just one year older than me but u are lyk a great sister to me. thx for all the cheers and happiness u brought to me. happy birthday! stay pretty, smile always. france and italy to you.
Days,
Tired, tired, tired. Stressed stressed stressed. so many activities, so many events around these days. common test revision, girl guides world thinking day performance, geo projects, icast speech and filming.. blah blah blah .. they are seriously killing me.. mood is always down, sometimes behaved crazy.. and headache always.. ppl gossip on me, spam me, scold me.. yaaa, i know you all hate me, nvm , its fine, i love myself, enough le. turn the whole world upside down, finally i realise im the one which is the most irritating among the friends. fine nah fine nah. i used to be alone, so no need to be friends wif me lar. im happy in my own world. all apart apart apart ..!!
whole body pain coz of the napha and the world thinking day training.. cheered up, studying and concentrating on revision.. yaa.. jiayou jiayou ..
i miss all my previous time friends, missed all the happiness, the touch stories they brought me.. miss the time they cheer me up, they warm my heart.. i said i miss you all.. can see? can hear? .. my love will always be here only for you all. the 67+1..
she said, if one person being alone and lonely for so long , it will become a habit, and yaa, im having this habit .. now i know why they used to say, they pity me a lot ..
Labels: Sorrow around
Wednesday, 10 February 2010 | 4:33 pm
My heart is Really Tired.
So many ppl complain my blog is dead and its super necessary to upload. ok bah, so im posting something here today. I really dont know wat to write, im so lazy and tired these days. i think got a lot of things happened recently, but i dunno which one should write down.
Start from 2010, i become super lazy, dont want to do homework, dont want to study, dont want to go sch, the only thing i have desire to do is sleeping - - .. feel lyk im vry busy and i have so few times in a day, but i dont know wat i am busy with.. omg .. really feel my soul is not within my body..
xinyi said i become vry bad.. truth mah? i dunno. only yesterday LSF scolded me, i talk back at her.. he siad my socks so short cannot see, skirt so short so bad, cannot wear anklet, cannot wear this kind of big and bling ear stud.. omg.. cannot this cannot tat.. ok , fine, but scold me once enough le, why need keep talking to me abt all these thing through the whole day whenever u see me? wth, call mr vasu come somemore, scold me infront of him - -. i should be the first one who gonna scolded by principal in my class or even in the level.. - - ahhyaa, i dun wan say all the details liao, vry sad sia..
today the siao siao doctor mark said wat, power of love? whatever u do, relate it to someone, someone is important to u. lol! i have no love, im not being loved. so there is no power and energy for me, everything i do, there is no passion.. oh yeah, today grissleda made me laugh until crazy sia, the first time dr ng asked, wat is passion? then i used the way how he speak said, passion.. is passion~~ then she start to laugh .. omg .. i dunno how to describe the moment we laugh sia .. - - oh, and i suddenly feel vry poor thing for h, although we nvr talked although i noe she hates me, but i really feel so sorry for her, its really a hurtful thing if i heard my friends talk behind me lyk tat, i really want to die...
ohh yeah, last week went to old folks home, tat day was really happy. i sing at there and they all lyk vry superised abt my voice, haha. derek made fan club page for me, until now got 38 ppl joined alr. lol. thx for all the support :D next time sing for u all again. love 2e4 ttm.
today after sch went hq with halim, yenny and jie. yesterday talked to xinyi. i want to change back, back to the previous me. why its so difficult to being myself, why its so hard to be happy.. headache headache, everyday have headache.. sibeh irritating.. fml uhh.. so poor thing .. its really kill me seriously.. this year, study not tat well alr, cannot get full mark and top top result in class.. omg, wat happened to me .. wanted to cheer up but give up. life has no hope alr.. i need to rest , need to take a long long rest to recover.. ya ..
post until here bah, want to say thank you to fafa, xinyi, new york, halim, philbert, euniphant, zulzul and grisselda :3
i want calss tee. i want drift. i want write booo illj on the back. i want holidays. i want to sleep. i want to rest. i want be happy.
going to do my art cny hw - - ohh, its really killing me - - byes ...
btw, mr hello said gd morning today :x and now i dun lyk those previous kp gossip .. and oso dun want entertain anymore le..
♥ IVYLILUJIA