Tuesday, 30 March 2010 | 3:44 pm
Me IllJ with Love.
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I feel enough for it. I cannoot take it any more. Why should i deserve that. I had never ever done anything wrongly. I am just too stupid.
Every time when i feel great about life, there will surely some irritating things happened to destroy my mood. Yaa. Sluts, you are the nonsense which are bothering me now. I am really innocent, i dont care what you think , what you talk, but you really irritated me. You are too kp, these are not the correct things that you should involve in. omg, i seriously want to kill you. Bastards, stop giving that dirty looks. you are really disgusting. you think you very pretty meh? stop making us sick lah, your face is sigh uhh. girl, i nvr fighted up, nvr quarrel up, i just want the things passed and keep myself in peace. so thats why i nvr do anything to you. dont treat the sleeping tiger as a hello kitty lar, im just too tired to fight against you, but doesnt mean, im the one who should being bully by you. if you still dun want to fuck off. ok lar, girls, lets fight lor, i will make you regret for all the things you have done,and you will realise you are wrong of being enemies with me.
Besides those irritating things. Im so tired these days. busy with all the projects, no mood to study and revise, fml. i really feel sad. the only funny things are today's physics lesson. yaa, although i totally lost what teacher taught within the two weeks, still have fun:p i really dislike physics now, and i hate mr ratnam -,- serious. i cannot understand anything at alllll ! ohh, want to say thank you to lexxx, jingting and lokie for bringing fun to me during the super sians pysics. haha. oral oso very fun. i rushed the picture discription in the last mins. and finish writing the whole page of full scap. ohh, im so smart :D hehe. i write ' ws, ws, ws. i love my ws. ohh, babe i love you.' on farah's table. then i realised that ws= warm shit. hahaha. making us rofl.
Going to edit the icast project. havent do homework leh. im sibeh tired and sleepy. yaa, and cold oso. but i love rains ♥ haha. waiting for good friday to come. wishing can go shopping with mama and venny. yooo (: submit the chinese filming work, a desire to win the $500! lols.
Want to say a big thank you to daddy and mummy. Loved with my heart.
- I can live without you. I hope you know that. My, LOVE.
Thursday, 25 March 2010 | 2:40 pm
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To Be Blind, To Be Loved.
Sorry for so long nvr posted. IllJ is right here now (: welcome come to my bling blog.
Back to Singapore on 21 of march. sch repoened. everything was all so far so good, only yesterday got some irritating things happened.
Now days im really satisfied with my life. not much troubles, everyday hang around with classmates and go home straightly after sch. concentrate on studying and sleep very early. haha, i become so good and changed a lot.
No mood on relationships and making new friends. just feel fine in my little world. Bio got 36/45. ok ok lar. now days physics becomes my big big headache. omg - -. i really miss mdm wong, and all the things mr rathnam talks are lyk ... crap. shhh -.- ohh i dun lyk him.. he seems vry lyk issac.
:/ thats so crazy.
And i want to say something to somebody : yaa, girl. its ok for you to turn the whole sch upside down to look for me and just for telling me what you want to say from your heart. i seriously appreciate your honest, gallant and straight minded thinking. you had really surprised me when you just came into the toilet and throw me that eight words. hahahaha. even my friend shocked. ok, fine. i dun think i need explain anything to you, im 100% pure totally innocent. what you did it's really childish and unreasonable. girl, you dun need tell all your secret to a friend lyk her who is professional at pouring hot oil on the burning fire and biting people head off. you should know its not a smart way for u to ask her to talk to me. and u shouldnt be that sensitive to what happened around you. everybody has their own friends and you need to give him freedom. love makes ppl crazy, and makes ppl always have a desire of holding and controlling. i understand this, so i just smiled and walked away without anywords. i think you are too over alert. there might be many many changes to you two in the flowing of times, you wont know what future will look lyk to you. just relax and give you and him space of being freedom. and last thing, love is based on trust, if you even cant trust your lover, you have no capacity to be loved.
Parents are here with me(: very happy. and my big dream on june is coming XD really expecting super much on that. haha. tmr got guide, the hcl project havent finish. eh. so rushed. hope tmr can finish all and hope can win . heeehee . lol, im so tired.
baby , I had got over, don't you know? If you never ever know, just let it go.
MEWITHLOVE
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Thursday, 11 March 2010 | 8:07 pm
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Holidays are here :D haha, finally yahh :3
Since these days were generally okay, mood was always okayy (: taking off back to hk tmr morning then will go hainan. i think the network should not be able to log into facebook and blogger, so i will disappear for one week, but will online msn sometimes. remember to miss me ahh ;) !!
Today was the last day of school, was very happy and slack. vocab lesson, mr pang was almost going crazy. haha, no one listened to him and the whole lesson was wasted by talking craps among ourselves :D got 68/100 for english, it should be a b3? yeah, haha, very happy alr although i faild paper2 :p Math was super boring, omg, it was sux D: haha, btw, i made a new name for suresh, susukia, susukia!! :D and derek, my badge!!!
Today modular art was very relax. Me and farah skipped halfway and walked around sch. i saw mj in canteen so i kept walking around at there, but nvr saw him.. was wanting to turn the whole sch upside down just for looking for you, without saying any words but just look at your smiles. even though i know i couldn't change anything, even though i know what i had done is too stupid to be said, but i just con't get over..
Things are always to be complicated. i had recovered but just con't forget. the feelings are just lyk something rotted inside my heart and it's getting more and more bitter.. emm, ok bah. trying to forget all the past. looking forward and always being smiled (: yeah.. JY JY !
Thx huishan, zul and cixin. will miss you also. mummy and bro hope you can enjoy the camp and sry for con't accompany you. and sry philbert, haha , pepper lunch after i back , kk? yny, griss and halim, three sisters, thx for always being around. and thx my sticky tape fafa, will miss you all the time. life should be grateful, isn't it. haha , just lyk what i did (:
Getting up at 0400 am tmr. not able to attend the ug camp. will miss everybody. take care my lovers. happy holidays. see you all when sch reopens.
Me IllJ WITH love. I miss You.
Friday, 5 March 2010 | 7:59 pm
IllJ, ME with love.
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Weekends are here. This week might be officialy very good for me (: there is no sadness within the whole week. school was running as narmal and everything was okay. Recently i have mood to study and now always concentrate on science revison everyday. Failed english by 7% and got 32/35 for math common test. grammar got 12/20 and vocab paper havent release to us yet. Ok bah, whatever marks i had gotten, it should be equal to the effort that i have paid. Nine days more to holidays, there are so many assignments and homework waiting for us.. omg, i want to rest!
The UG combined camp will be held on next friday, end at 13 mar. going to hongkong on 14 and forward to hainan then. today left sch at 0330 and skipped cca half way, went dentist. i'm really tired today.
Pe was ok in the morning. Chinese was boring as usual. rushed the geo project during recess in library. after saw all of them presented , we felt so shameful. haha, dun dare to present our rubbish work le, wait to do it again and show to class next week. I think all e4 ppl should like our geo lesson very much. haha, every time is super duper fun. francis and andrew sing the sieng song , made the whole class rofl :D talk to veron a while during art, i think the misunderstand had gone alr, i hope you can dont mind the past anymore. Ce is a shit lesson, every time is the same.
Love is always complicated. i dun want to post anything about that, but i will always control the feeling and keep it inside my heart.
Yaa, post until here. going to read through science notes. all the best and good luck to all for the last subject. Byees.
Once we loved, we appreciate but not regret it. No matter what love had brought us, we experinced, we should thank it always.
i will always be here for you.
Tuesday, 2 March 2010 | 8:38 am
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heyyy ppl, blogging in sch animac studio :D huiting is beside me >< ! farah and venessa are talking abt ... (shh. secrect) bell is ringing (: haha, later is history, sau foon is waiting for us, shalala. we wanted to intervew mr peterson for media project, uhh haa , see him after upper sec cdt aft sch :x go for lessons, uhh haa byeee (: guoqiang behind me :s
Monday, 1 March 2010 | 5:08 pm
IllJ with love :}
Skipped sch on friday, rest at home for three days. Flu is not totally gone, but it's become better and better (:
Morning skipped sc meeting :x Eunice said they nvr took attendance, hahaha, so lucky :D get up at 0730, then go sch. Icast speech, forgot to print out the script, but lucky i can memorize the whole thing 'If I were the pricipal of bps :3'
Printer is dead. everything ask darly to print for me. uhh, really thx abt ur helps. my great expired ceo , lol :p
Everything was going well today. history got 18/25. both me and fongchong thought we are the highest, but yanzi got 19 >< ! A2 for me. omg, i want A1 ! i talk to hc, why this term, geo and his are so difficult to score .. geo only got 15/25 .. god , i really try very hard alr, but my results are not as well as last year, sigh :x
F&N cooked cookies. haha, the butters and the FLOWER are so disgusting and the kitchen was super hot becoz of the oven. teacher looked all the cookies and point my container said, yeah, that's nice! uhh haaa! happy (: Bio sux anyway.
On the way home, alex, jz, ks, they all came under the block. lol, i hate the way he talk to me :\ my health is much better than last month. haha, Yay (:
Post to here, me with love. Byess.
If i could cape with all these difficulties. If i could become stronger.
Miss mr 1.2.3.4 :( miss vinna and niaoniao :( miss my lj and 42.
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