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I do not know why should i bear with all these.

Yes, as what you heard, what you saw. I am unhappy. Most of you should know the reason. Yeah.That's unreasonable, and it is my own problem. Sometimes, you should let me choose my own living way although i am officially under your control. I am kind of bored and angry. You had irritated me in the early hours of the morning. I started my new monday with your scolded and carelessness. Yes, i am unhappy. Because of you.

Yeah, fine. i will stay back after cdt and do whatever you want me to do. now i am right in a kind of weakness. i am feeling that my heart is falling into the deep slopes of the valley. no strength to quarrel or against back. everybody is playing there facebook happily. yeah, they are leaving me alone (again). People i am not complaining or throwing attitude, but you should understand everybody can have a bad mood. Me is also human being and me also have a fragile and soft heart. It is okay that nobody understands me. But, you don't know me, don't judge me.

English was okay in the morning. Did the memorizing, i think i have done well. Follow by ce, went computer lab. logged in facebook, and did the ecareer. craps. what my suitable career in the future is minister of religion and education? science teacher, math teacher, dance instructor, primary/ secondary/ jc teacher? wtf. who wants to be a teacher? i hate teachers. i don't want people get hating on me in the future only because i am their teacher. yes, what the fuck. i hate teachers.

Math test delayed to Wednesday. art work haven't done yet. Now is media then geography. i think sir's lesson can bring up my mood then make me laugh (: yay, looking forward to it. Then cdt i need to see that bloody face. Don't know my name will flash on the screen or not. But never mind, who cares ): waiting for my nightmare to come, going to play games. Ps, my foot is sibeh pain now. the plaster is keep coming out. D: farah my darling, your head uhh, it's not my problem. it's the plaster's problem, the quality is fucking lousy, okayy?

Yeah, post to here. aft sch then upload my pic for this post (: try to smile. smile. smile. whatever people do to me, i am still the best. yeah, believe that. no one can make me depressed :}

- Life is too short. Time flies like the flowing river. All i need to do is just smile. Once i died, i will never to get chance to smile to the people around me.