Friday, 9 April 2010 | 3:54 pm
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My love does not need sorrow, but time. My heart does not need sympathy but understanding.
Sometimes, i am so greedy about life. whatever i feel, is just not enough. but sometimes, im grateful. all i can see is all the brightness within your eyes. Things are getting good. life is seemed to be even much better compares to before.
Happiness all around. although im so tiring these days. tests, tests, tests. so many tests. plus my napfa. now my whole body is having cramp. super painful. then i bear with the pain, i ran my 2.4 today somemore. actually i dun want to come sch today. jingting, you menace me huh. you thinnk i scared ? yes. i scared ><. eh. i really care. so i force me to go today. dylan also. kept asking me go sch and said will give me prize. then where is your prize? lol. aurey you also. said everybody is lazy, everybody doesnt want to go sch. teach me so many things about blah blah blah. okayy lor, then today i came, then i ran sia! but, i failed. Damn it!
Last year, my 2.4 was around 17 mins. then this year becomes 20.23. wth. i reach together with aurey. but she gets shorter time than me. even herself asked me why my time is longer than hers. yaa, that's unfaired. and i even ran beyond the ending line alr, then mrs kwong still counted me time. wtf. teacher, where can lyk this one. then i said i dun want retest anymore. like this she even said cannot. must prove her that i failed three times then can chop me failed. omg. three times? you want me waste my energy and just let you see i can fail two more times more?! omg. siao ! Then about my five stations, sit up is 32, pull up is 5 only ): sit and reach 43 :D shuttle run 12.1, long jump 163 (: i nvr jump until this long , hahaha, although to others it will be vry lousy, but im happy le :} if next friday still need to run, then i wont come sch le :x
Skipped guide today, really cannot stand for it le. sry miss teo that i keep skipping ): next week i will go then (: i really need a long period resting time. lol. next week math test, geo test, compre test, sau foon's oral memorizing test. walao ahh. sch kills me D:
Post to here bah. im getting a bit sad. and it's raining anyway. lying on bed for the whole afternoon. feeling sibeh tired. but if is so relax and slack, why are you living for? what is the purpose of your life? busy and tiring are good for people. but now they are exhausting me out of energy. later get up then start study. yaa. byees. SMILED.
- Once we loved too much, we will hate even more then. Once we hurted too much, we will be irritated more easily. These are all the steps we must go through in life. Went through it all, i appreciated it, and wanted to say a thank you. For that, you were the person who experienced those lessons and coped the hardships together with me. But, not any others. But, it's you.
- Windows are opening, rains dropped on me. This is the time for me to miss you. This is how life's running for. Baby, just feel it once more. Then, for me to flash back, forgive all, forget about and freeze it in memory.
MeIllJwithLove
Labels: Sorrow around
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