Tuesday, 20 April 2010 | 4:45 pm
( I am always the one who is giving but not receiving. )
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I love you, I hope you can love me as same that much as my love. I trust you, I hope you can trust me as same that much as how i trust you.
Post again. I think if i have a desire to post means my mood is really terrible. Yeah, this was another irritating day. I really feel so enough about those pervert and bastard. Omg, why life must full of those craps.
Okayy. Let's start with math. It's as boring as usual, all the way from the start until it end. It's really like a double period all about lullaby. Last test paper realised, since i got full marks (: so i nvr listened what she went through, the almost 30 mins were staring at the exam timetable and fa dai, and dreaming. Today's math quiz was ok, not difficult, hope can get another full mark {; The dot diagram is so retarded. I hate that thing sia. Waste my brian. so many black black dots made me giddy.
Then follow by recess. my stomach cramped. super pain. and many many ppl were eating icecream beside me, it made my stomach even more pain. LOL. they say me crazy, coz i hate all the things normal kids like to eat ): e.g. icecream and chocolate. haha. aft my duty, went up to rathnam's homeroom. ahh yoo. every time see him, feels so uncomfortable. but today's science lesson quite fun larh. everybody was laughing laughing. Rathnam scolded us idiots. ouhh, teacher, how can you say that word to your students. then xuanxian said, mr rathnam, don't you know, idiot is a very strong word ? /; yeah, mr rathnam, you broke our hearts, you hurted us. then he siad to veron, sit down, and shit on you ;o again? why today rathnam so hyper! but we even more, coz he totally cannot control the class. me, jingting, xuanxian, marcus, derek were laughing among ourselves, designed class tee and made many many jokes. but i cannot bear with the boys' perverted mind. omg, im so irritated about that ):
Then, okayy, the most excited story here. the quarrel between me and sau foon. since jingting pull my rubber band (fk you monster), then we went to toilet tie back. she washed her fringe then. talk talk until when the time we went back class was 10 mins late. but the lesson also not started yet. sau foon just passed down our last history test paper. and e4 was as noisy as all the time we are. jingting walk in, i followed behind her, then i said to sau foon, sorry we are late. then, after i apologized, she become vry excited. And said, yes, you are too late. too late. too late! must deduct marks from you. must must! then i said, huh? deduct lorh. since i got 16/20, i not afraid if she menus 5 marks from me, i still pass what. then jingting used the paper block her face, showed me her mark, it was exactly 10/20. i just stared at her paper and said nothing. aft sau foon turned back to me, i told her, menus 2 marks from me larh, i don't want jingting failed her test. she said okay larh! see! your a1 dropped to a2 liao, so poor for you. i said anything larh, like i care uh? stop at here, the first part ended. my second recess was full of the crap that she throwed to me. so if i had ignored anybody when you smiled at me, i'm so sorry.
Back to class aft recess. saw her face again. first, she showed us our history results. when she read my name, she said, 75 a1 but menus 2 marks, it's 73. i never give any response and just let her do what she wants. then eunice suddenly ask, why must menus 2 marks from lujia? then she said, because she request me to deduct 2 marks from her. OMG! i shouted at her, no? then she said, yes! you did it. you had request me to deduct 2 marks from your paper what? then i answered, it's you want to menus my mark what? how can i request you menus my mark! i just want to help jingting pass what! then she said you see you see! it's you request one what! omg, okayy larh. anything, what the fuck, i have nothing to talk back, since i dont' want to talk to a crazy old lady. yeah. you are so unreasonable.
Veron asked me, why i am so high today. i said, i everyday like this what. she siad, today is extreme. Okay, i think i might be a bit overly today. but i seriously having too much troubles in my life. i hate those ppl who bastarded me and perverted me. that's so disgusting. Im not free item for you. fuck offfff larh, so irritating. omg.
If all the teachers are like this, i will very regret that i nvr transfer in the beginning of the year. okay larh, you want to menus you menus larh, as long as i understand the knowledge and absorb. all the results are only one piece of paper. who cares. aft time, all the papers will go into the rubbish bin what. you will lose one a1 in your class, that's not my problem. it's you failed on your teaching skills.
And i want to say that. jt. you might nvr felt that i had do some great thing for you. but i did feel that. yeah, as what you say, it's super easy for me to get above 50 or another a1 for sa paper. but that's my result, my paper, my hardworkings, my futures. everybody cares there results, everybody dreams for a1. i do also. but, i can tell her just menus my marks straightly aft i saw your results, that's care, love, and what i did for friendship. i nvr want you feel grateful or guilty. but i want you understand. understand the much i do for you. yeah. I love you, I hope you can love me as same that much as my love. I trust you, I hope you can trust me as same that much as how i trust you.
- I always can define your face from far away. and now also.
I had saw you from the end of the corridor.
But when the time you passed by me, even when you talk to him about me and even when you point at me, turned your head to me.
I just walked forward, and never gave any glance.
This is the ever first time i did that.
I think i really had nothing on you.
Yeah. that's called recoverd.
And i finally did that.
MeIllJsaidJYJY.
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